I am sad, I have no concrete plans today because I don’t want to feel the pressure of having to execute anything.

My major goal today is to cry as much as I want and feel better.

My secondary goal today is to continue working on my relationship projects. It feels like the only right thing to do.

I am worried that I will not feel like doing anything meta-learning-related until I feel like I’ve reached a resolution about my relationship.

• why it’s ok
  • the relationship feels like a more important investment long term
  • I feel more productive thinking about the relationship than forcing myself grind on anything else. What i’m doing feels right and I don’t need to force myself through it